Portland: cold, wet and no one has any sense of direction.

I’m not bitter…it is just weird. I have never been so cold, wet and sleep dreprived as in Portland That and hen you ask any Portlander for directions they look suddenly like a deer in the headlights…”Nope…sorry, no idea where the Safeway or Starbucks is”.

Just weird. And consistant. Like 100 out of 100 times: “No idea…er, ahhh no”.

What I did get was six months sober, a real program and a renewed faith (which I needed badly).

Guess I am testing that faith now going blind to Sacto.

Son Thomas and a few others think it a mistake. Others think that is dorky. I cannot decide. But I tried to make a go of it here. I am just too cold, wet and inebriated.

And no one here is gonna be able to tell me where the Amtrack is…clueless.

__________________

Plan?

Get to Sacto and find a detox center that undertands bi-polarity. Give myself over. Let people there love me.

Get better. Not happening here. And CityTeam, for all their help, admits they cannot help me. I am too “big” (whatever that means).

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2 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. Lori Wick
    Apr 03, 2011 @ 21:09:50

    You might try El Hogar when you get to Sacramento…608 10th Street. Our son went there when he was in trouble.

    Reply

  2. Doctor Love
    Apr 04, 2011 @ 07:19:54

    I am fascinated that CityTeam told you they could not help you because you were ‘too big’ …

    I am even more fascinated that you did not understand what that meant ~~

    Reply

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